A Pinoy State of Mind: Building with Our Roots, Part I

Our Theme “A Pinoy State of Mind: Building with Our Roots” was chosen because we wanted to recognize that as Filipino Americans become more visible and successful across all sectors (e.g., academia, arts and entertainment, law and government, etc.) that we always remember where we came from, as well as the struggles of those who came before us.
– Kevin L. Nadal, PhD, FANHS National Trustee, FANHS 2016 Conference Coordinator, Associate Professor, John Jay College of Criminal Justice, CUNY

The Filipino American National Historical Society (FANHS) celebrated its 16th Biennial Conference, June 22-25, in New York at the John Jay College of Criminal Justice (524 W 59th St, New York, NY 10019). While I have been a member of the Stockton chapter of FANHS since 2004 (I joined the East Bay chapter in 2015), this was my first FANHS conference. I heard one of the FANHS National trustees declare that this conference was the best ever – and she’s attended all 16 of them – so I think I picked the best one to attend as my first. It didn’t hurt that the venue was in my favorite city in the country.

John Jay College of Criminal Justice is a senior college of the City University of New York, located in midtown Manhattan.

John Jay College of Criminal Justice is a senior college of the City University of New York, located in midtown Manhattan.

My oldest sister, Heidi, met up with me in New York, after my family went back home following a week of being tourists. My sister isn’t a member of FANHS, but she was intrigued by the various sessions being offered with such topics as genealogy, Filipinos in the military, oral histories, the Filipino Food Movement, cultural and historical preservation, WWII and Vietnam veterans, storytelling, and advocacy and organizing. We didn’t join the bus tour Wednesday afternoon that took conference attendees to various landmarks around the city, but I do regret not learning more about Filipino Americans in New York and seeing where Jose Rizal stayed during his visit in 1888 and where authors Jose Garcia Villa and Carlos Bulosan stayed when they came here. That Wednesday evening, the conference began with an opening reception and singing, dancing, and dramatic interpretation performances, all showcasing the vast talent of Filipino Americans in New York.

My sister Heidi and me at the conference.

My sister, Heidi, and me at the conference.

Telling our stories
Thursday morning, FANHS 2016 Conference Coordinator Kevin Nadal gave a warm welcome and was followed by Broadway actress (“Here Lies Love,” “School of Rock”) Jaygee Macapugay’s spirited rendition of Alicia Keys’ Empire State of Mind, an ode to the city that never sleeps. The opening panel featured Dorothy Laigo Cordova, founder and executive director of FANHS, and Ambassador Mario Lopez de Leon, Jr., Philippine Consul General to New York.

One of the themes that this panel stressed was the importance of telling our stories. They entreated us to tell our stories to other immigrants and other groups. We must “make our numbers count” and realize that we do matter and that we can influence what’s happening to us and around us. Ambassador Lopez de Leon, Jr. instructed us to “make our presence felt.” He concluded, “We have excelled. Our next step is to assume a position of influence and leadership.”

A dramatic performance by a troupe of Filipinas.

A dramatic performance by a troupe of Filipinas.

Being thoroughly entertained by this quartet of wonderful singers.

Being thoroughly entertained by this quartet of wonderful singers.

Nadal moderated the next session, the opening Plenary appropriately titled “A Pinoyorker Renaissance,” which featured Joe Bataan, King of Latin Soul; Ernabel Demillo, four-time Emmy nominated journalist and television news reporter who used to work in Sacramento; Rachelle Ocampo, host of Makilala TV Health; actress Jaygee Macapugay; and DJ Neil Armstrong, Jay-Z’s tour DJ and President Obama’s Inauguration DJ. While I knew who Joe Bataan – Afro Filipino King of Latin Soul, originator of the New York Latin Soul style that fuses Latin-African beats with Soul and Doo wop – was, I had never heard his music. He related that he grew up in Spanish Harlem, got in trouble at an early age, and then had an epiphany that he had better do something with his life before it spiraled out of control. He got involved in music and he’s been entertaining audiences and serving as mentor to many musicians for decades. He is an inductee into the Musicians Hall of Fame, a recent inductee into the Smithsonian Institute, and his portrait was unveiled in The National Portrait Gallery in Washington, D.C., in October 2013. I was honored to hear and see him.

Kevin Nadal moderates a panel comprising, from left to right, Joe Bataan, DJ Neil Armstrong, Ernabel Demillo, Rachelle Ocampo, and Jaygee Macapugay.

Kevin Nadal moderates a panel comprising, from left to right, Joe Bataan, DJ Neil Armstrong, Ernabel Demillo, Rachelle Ocampo, and Jaygee Macapugay.

On a personal note, I have to say that I was relieved to hear Ocampo and Demillo openly admit that they don’t know the language, although Rachelle is taking Tagalog lessons. It’s interesting to learn that while, through the years, the older generation berated my sisters and me for not knowing the language, the practice of our first-generation parents not teaching their native language – Ilocano, Tagalog, Visayan, etc. – to their children, was widespread. Therefore, our parents and many first-generation parents either were pressured by society or concluded on their own that assimilation would prevent their children from facing discrimination and was the path to surviving and thriving in their new country. Unfortunately, our parents and the first generation didn’t realize that assimilation meant for some or many the subtle or outright rejection of one’s heritage and ethnicity. It’s really up to the second and succeeding generations to embrace their heritage and continue to pass on that love and appreciation.

A group of FANHS conference attendees took advantage of getting tickets to see School of Rock, which stars Jaygee Macapugay.

A group of FANHS conference attendees took advantage of getting tickets to see School of Rock, which stars Jaygee Macapugay.

Meeting the very talented group of kids after the show.

Meeting the very talented group of kids after the show.

Actresses Mamie Parris and Jaygee Macapugay answer questions from the audience.

Actresses Mamie Parris and Jaygee Macapugay answer questions from the audience.

History lessons of the Philippine Revolution
I was most interested in the Thursday morning session on “Revisiting Aguinaldo, Rizal, Bonifacio and Antonio Luna: A Filipino American Perspective,” which was led by Oscar Peneranda, well-known San Francisco Bay Area writer, educator, and activist, and Tony Santa Ana, community organizer, artist, and educator at De Anza Community College in the San Francisco Bay Area. For those who don’t know these names in the title session, they are national heroes and figures who contributed to the fight for freedom from Spanish rule.

What I appreciated the most was the fact that those who attended were knowledgeable about these Filipino leaders and engaged in a spirited discussion about the Philippine-American War, which is the subject of my second novel-in-progress. Among the things I learned is that the U.S. Bureau of Printing published a book of surveys and maps that the Navy had completed in the 1840s, which is evidence, according to one academic in attendance, that the United States had its eyes on the Philippines decades before events in 1898 led to the Philippine-American War. The Philippines, as someone pointed out, was a victim of geography because it was seen as the gateway to the rich markets in China. As you can imagine, I took many notes and picked up a handful of business cards.

Jeepney, a Filipino gastropub (201 1st Avenue, New York, NY 10003), was such a popular place and full of FANHS conference attendees that Heidi and I couldn’t get in one evening!

Jeepney, a Filipino gastropub (201 1st Avenue, New York, NY 10003), was such a popular place and full of FANHS conference attendees that Heidi and I couldn’t get in one evening!

We ended up walking several blocks down to the Ugly Kitchen, an Asian fusion and Filipino cuisine gastropub at 103 1st Ave, New York, NY 10003, was noisy but we feasted on its signature spicy pork buns (marinated pork in a soft milk bun with lettuce, house sauce, and house brined pickles.

We ended up walking several blocks down to the Ugly Kitchen, an Asian fusion and Filipino cuisine gastropub at 103 1st Ave, New York, NY 10003, was noisy but we feasted on its signature spicy pork buns (marinated pork in a soft milk bun with lettuce, house sauce, and house brined pickles.

Defining what is American
Thursday afternoon, before Jose Antonio Vargas took the podium as Thursday’s keynote speaker, news broke out that the Supreme Court deadlocked – 4-4 – on reviving President Obama’s plan to prevent deportation of millions of undocumented immigrants and instead give them the right to work legally in the country. A tangential aside: Understand that this is a sad consequence of not allowing President Obama to appoint a justice for the seat vacant since Antonin Scalia passed away in mid-February. Vargas, who is a journalist, filmmaker, and immigration rights activist, won the Pulitzer Prize in 2008 and founded Define American, “a nonprofit media and culture organization that seeks to elevate the conversation around immigration and citizenship in America.” He is also the founder, editor, and publisher of #EmergingUS, “a digital platform that lives at the intersection of race, immigration, and identity in a multicultural America.” Vargas “came out” in 2011 when wrote about his experiences as an undocumented immigrant in the United States, and penned a front-cover article in the June 25, 2012, issue of Time magazine. He produced the documentary “Documented” and was nominated for an Emmy for his MTV documentary “White People.”

Jose Antonio Vargas being interviewed after his keynote address.

Jose Antonio Vargas being interviewed after his keynote address.

This is the first time I’ve heard him speak, and I was truly honored. Vargas is a courageous, impassioned, inspirational human being. Because of the freshness of the Supreme Court ruling announcement and his raw emotions, Vargas asked that no one in the audience stream or record his keynote. That said, he was in control of his emotions, even throwing out liberal doses of humor and sarcasm. No doubt bolstered by having to deal with the wrath of many anti-immigration foes – from politicians and policymakers to people on the street – he showed tremendous restraint and reason in the face of ignorance and hatred. He talked about lessons learned and observations of other movements – specifically gay marriage – and noted that we have to “change culture before we can change politics.” Vargas explained, “You have to change the culture in which people talk about issues.”

“It’s important to control and frame our own narrative,” he went on. Vargas was brimming with surprising statistics, such as 1 out of 7 Koreans in this country is undocumented. So it’s not an issue of undocumented workers from Mexico, as most people would assume. Multiple nationalities are under that umbrella. Therefore, we must all work together and not look at this issue as another immigrant group’s problem. We need to remind those who seek to build walls or fences or shut the gate that our country was founded by immigrants.

One of my favorite lines that he quoted was from his MTV film “White People”: “White is not a country.” I tweeted that because so many people in this country need to be reminded of that phenomenon that seems to be treated as fact in the U.S. Vargas is thick-skinned, which I admire greatly. He has faced this question so many times – “Why are you here? Why are there so many of you here?” He formulated a brilliant comeback: “We are here because you were there.”

His conclusion may well have been the call to action to us in the audience. Many of us – especially those of us who are second generation and beyond – are privileged in myriad ways. “With privilege comes responsibility,” Vargas pointed out. “What are you doing with yours?” While the ruling was a big blow, he emphasized, disappointment must lead to positive action.

Both author panels pose for a group photograph.

Both author panels pose for a group photograph.

Vickie Santos and me at the FANHS Bay Area Consortium chapter table with our books.

Vickie Santos and me at the FANHS Bay Area Consortium chapter table with our books.

Author, author: Immigrant stories around the country
Later in the afternoon, I participated in the second of two author panels. Metro New York chapter member (who grew up in the Sacramento area, I found out via my cousin Leila Eleccion Pereira) Brenda Gambol moderated the panels. The second panel featured four authors whose works shared a common theme – immigrant stories representing various parts of the country – California, Hawaii, Alaska, and Illinois. Dr. Patricia Rosarnio-DeGuzman Brown, psychologist, educator, researcher, and author, read from Filipinas: Voices from the Daughters and Descendants of Hawaii’s Plantation Era. Dr. Brown is a FANHS trustee and founder and executive administrator of FANHS Hawai’i State chapter. Victoria Santos, president of FANHS East Bay, co-authored a book with her 94-year-old mother, who lives in Chicago. Memoirs of a Manang: The Story of a Filipina American Pioneer chronicles Vicky’s mother’s life as an immigrant and activist in America. Lastly, FANHS Seattle Chapter member Robert Francis Flor, PhD, read from his recently published book of poems, Alaskero Memories, an ode to the Filipino Americans who worked in Alaska’s canneries and fisheries.

Acclaimed author Mia Alvar.

Acclaimed author Mia Alvar.

Mia Alvar, me, and a signed copy of her book.

Mia Alvar, me, and a signed copy of her book.

In the evening, we were treated to a panel discussing Mia Alvar and her New York Times best-selling book, In the Country, a collection of nine fictional short stories about the Filipino diaspora inspired by her own transnational experience. I had her sign my copy of her book and had our picture taken. Of course, excited, I tweeted that I was honored to meet her, and she was kind enough to tweet a similar sentiment. I’m looking forward to reading the rest of her stories. I am halfway through the collection. The first story, “The Contrabida,” is as unsettling a story as it is beautifully rendered. My favorite thus far is “Esmeralda,” in which Alvar beautifully captures the shock, surrealism and heartache of 9/11 told in the perfect-pitch second person point of view.

Part II will be published on Monday, July 25.

A pictorial of LUNAFEST East Bay’s film festival

I do not wish women to have power over men; but over themselves.
– By Mary Wollstonecraft Shelley, English novelist, short story writer, dramatist, essayist, biographer, and travel writer

It’s been a week since the LUNAFEST East Bay event. While the final numbers aren’t in yet, the East Bay Committee met its goal of increasing our audience and increasing how much money we raised for the Breast Cancer Fund and El Cerrito High School’s Information Technology Academy (ITA), our beneficiaries. More than 300 watched the films “by, for, about women,” with nary an empty seat in the main part of the theater. Just as important, our aim of a 20-percent increase in funds raised after expenses is definitely within reach.

Some 175 cities or organizations have hosted a LUNAFEST film festival, and some of them are within the San Francisco East Bay. But one of the things that I feel distinguishes LUNAFEST East Bay for our audience is the sense of community that people enjoy. Anna Schumacher, filmmaker of Finding June, told me after the event: “El Cerrito is always there to support. I saw parents of old friends I haven’t seen in a half a decade or more – old friends who live on the other coast even. But those parents, and those alumni, come because the community has shaped them, their families, and El Cerrito folks will always pay that forward.”

A good friend, Wendy Johnson, came for the first time with her daughter, Lindsay, who is in high school. She sent me an email the following week, and she enthusiastically let me know: “I’ve been saying for months that this was the year I wasn’t going to miss it, and I’m so glad we went!  Lindsay and I really enjoyed ourselves. It felt like the events in El Cerrito that remind you that it is a small town. I saw people we knew from soccer, scouts, and Harding Elementary School (of course).” That’s what is unique about LUNAFEST East Bay.

And now, what better way to tell the story of LUNAFEST 2016 than through pictures. Here we go:

Isabella, Wyatt, and Dylan - ready to sell, sell, sell those raffle tickets at the VIP event.

Isabella, Wyatt, and Dylan – ready to sell, sell, sell those raffle tickets at the VIP event.

Chair Joann Steck-Bayat, Peggy Murphy, and Laurie Schumacher, whose daughter is one of the filmmakers this year, share a toast before the VIP guests arrive.

Chair Joann Steck-Bayat, Peggy Murphy, and Laurie Schumacher, whose daughter is one of the filmmakers this year, share a toast before the VIP guests arrive.

The finger food is on the tables....

The finger food is on the table….

Our bartenders are ready to pour wine and beer....

Our bartenders are ready to pour wine and beer….

Our two piano players playing for tips....

Our two piano players playing for tips….

Our second piano player tickling the ivories.

Our second piano player tickling the ivories.

Me, Joann, Laurie, and Joann's husband, Hossain.

Me, Joann, Laurie, and Joann’s husband, Hossain.

Raising money for good causes across the country.

Raising money for good causes across the country.

El Cerrito High School Information Technology Academy students volunteer to help serve food at the VIP event.

El Cerrito High School Information Technology Academy students volunteer to help serve food at the VIP event.

The weather was nice enough to hang out in the backyard of Joann's lovely home.

The weather was nice enough to hang out in the backyard of Joann’s lovely home.

Peggy engages filmmaker Meg Smaker in conversation at the VIP event.

Peggy engages filmmaker Meg Smaker in conversation at the VIP event.

Dylan killin' it with raffle ticket sales.

Dylan killin’ it with raffle ticket sales.

Committee members Jeannine Pagan and Anja Hakoshima enjoying the VIP event.

Committee members Jeannine Pagan and Anja Hakoshima share a moment at the VIP event.

Filmmaker Anna Schumacher enjoying the food at the VIP event.

Filmmaker Anna Schumacher enjoying the food at the VIP event.

Yummy sliders, anyone?

Yummy sliders, anyone? Our ITA students were fabulous ambassadors for El Cerrito High School.

Enjoying the food and being outside on a lovely mid-March evening.

Enjoying the food and wine, and being outside on a lovely mid-March evening.

A reminder of why we're here.

A reminder of why we’re here.

The GoPro team, distinguished by their sport jackets, pose before on the move capturing the evening on camera.

The GoPro team, distinguished by their sport jackets, pose with one of the ITA students before going on the move capturing the evening on camera.

East Bay Committee member Peggy did a smashing job as emcee of the evening.

East Bay Committee member Peggy did a smashing job as emcee of the film festival at the El Cerrito High School Performing Arts Theater.

I asked the filmmakers to talk about the inspiration for their film. Meg Smaker, filmmaker of Boxeadora, discusses finding the story that nobody is telling but that needs to be told.

At the on-stage interview before the screening, I asked the filmmakers to talk about the inspiration for their film. Meg Smaker, filmmaker of Boxeadora, discusses finding the story that nobody is telling but that needs to be told.

Anna Schumacher and Matt Takimoto discuss the inspiration for Finding June - the movie and the score.

Anna Schumacher and Matt Takimoto discuss the inspiration for Finding June – the movie and the score, respectively.

Filmamkers Meg Smaker and Anna Schumacher, Finding June composer Matt Takimoto, and yours truly as interviewer and author.

Filmmakers Meg Smaker and Anna Schumacher, Finding June composer Matt Takimoto, and yours truly as interviewer and author.

LUNAFEST filmmakers hamming it up at the photo booth.

LUNAFEST filmmakers hamming it up at the photo booth, from left to right, Ruan Du Plessis (director of photography for Finding June), Anna, Matt, and Meg.

Artist Lauren Ari and her daughter make LUNAFEST an annual mother/daughter tradition.

Artist Lauren Ari and her daughter make LUNAFEST an annual mother/daughter tradition.

A group of friends sharing a memory at the photo booth.

A group of friends sharing a memory at the photo booth.

Good friend Wendy Johnson and her daughter Lindsay at the photo booth.

Good friend Wendy Johnson and her daughter Lindsay at the photo booth.

Raffle prizes on display!

Raffle prizes on display!

We had a successful raffle, with a GoPro camera and several themed baskets of goodies.

We had a successful raffle, with a GoPro camera and several themed baskets of goodies.

Just another successful LUNAFEST with the East Bay Committee members - sans Beth, Rebecca, and Laurie. Until next year....

Just another successful LUNAFEST with the East Bay Committee members – sans Beth, Rebecca, and Laurie. Until next year….

 

10 great reasons to attend LUNAFEST

Without risks you don’t go anywhere, you don’t learn anything, and the movies that have been least enjoyable for me have been the ones that have kind of been by rote. Directors should always explore their boundaries – that’s where really exciting things happen.
 – Ellen Kuras, American cinematographer and director

LUNAFEST East Bay is this Saturday and you don’t have your tickets yet? What are you waiting for? If you need some more convincing, here are my top 10 reasons for attending LUNAFEST this year!

1. Community spirit. What I love about events like LUNAFEST is the sense of community that I feel when I see people coming through the doors of the El Cerrito High School Performing Arts Theatre to watch short films “by, for, about women.” I get a thrill when I look out across the auditorium and see their faces illuminated by the light from the movie on the big screen, knowing that we are all sharing in wonderment and joy as the story before us unfolds. When we spill out into the lobby after the screening, I bask in the energy of our little community talking about what moved us and what brilliant minds behind the films inspire us to share our own creative gifts.

Enjoying LUNAFEST with friends, your community.

Enjoy LUNAFEST with friends, your community.

2. Girlfriends, moms and daughters, sisters. Call it a ladies’ night out. Call it mom/daughter time together. Go on a date with your female loved ones (and/or your male loved ones!). Go out to eat, enjoy the film festival – don’t forget to have a group shot at our photo booth to commemorate the occasion (last year’s inaugural photo booth was a hit!) – and afterwards have a glass of wine or a cup of tea and talk about your favorite moment in each short film or your favorite film. Celebrate the creative force of six amazing women filmmakers and make it an annual event. Better yet, make it a priority to support women filmmakers’ movies. Vote with your pocketbooks.

Last year's guest filmmakers, Katherine Gorringe and Emily Fraser, at the photo booth.

Last year’s guest filmmakers, Katherine Gorringe and Emily Fraser, having fun at the photo booth.

Take your daughter to LUNAFEST and create memories!

Take your daughter to LUNAFEST and create memories!

3. Raffle prizes. This year, we have some wonderful raffle prizes: Good wine – and lots of it! Plus, two spa baskets, a bicycle basket, which includes a $100 gift certificate from Bikes on Solano (1554 Solano Ave, Berkeley, CA, 510.524.1094), a wine and appetizers basket, and a Solano Avenue merchant basket. So many goodies to choose from, and you can put your raffle ticket toward the gift you are coveting!

A VIP attendee ponders which raffle prize she wants to win.

A VIP attendee ponders which raffle prize she wants to win.

4. Braxtons’ Boxes. Who can resist delectable chocolate chip cookies and red-velvet cupcakes from Braxtons’ Boxes? For those who have devoured these goodies the past two LUNAFEST seasons or have had them at a birthday party or other event know what I’m talking about. Prepare to die by chocolate and sugar! Not a bad way to go.

The dynamic duo, Pamela Braxton and her son Zachary, of Braxtons' Boxes.

The dynamic duo, Pamela Braxton and her son Zachary, of Braxtons’ Boxes.

5. Meg Smaker. Meg’s film, Boxeadora, chronicles the struggles and dreams of Cuba’s only female boxer. It’s a powerful and sobering documentary. Meg, who hails from Oakland, will be one of our filmmaker guests. She’ll participate in our on-stage filmmaker interview. Once you see her film, you’ll want to seek her out during intermission or after the event to ask questions about her film.

Documentary filmmaker Meg Smaker.

Documentary filmmaker Meg Smaker.

6. Sarah Feeley. Sarah’s film, Raising Ryland, documents the Whittington family and their journey to raise their transgender son with love, compassion, and understanding. Parents, be prepared to bring a handkerchief or box of facial tissue to share. Sarah is a recent transplant to El Cerrito! She’s been invited to join us on March 19th, and if she’s able to attend and not be called away for work, we’ll introduce her to the audience. Seek her out during intermission or after the event and find out more about her work.

Sarah Feeley at Well Grounded Tea & Coffee Bar, El Cerrito, CA.

Sarah Feeley at Well Grounded Tea & Coffee Bar, El Cerrito, CA.

7. Anna Schumacher and Matt Takimoto. Local kids – Class of 2005 – done good: Anna and Matt are alumni of the former Portola Middle School (now Fred T. Korematsu) and El Cerrito High School. Anna earned her BA in theatre at the University of California at Davis, and Matt earned his BA in music at the University of Oregon. Anna’s second film, Finding June, is one of six films chosen for this year’s LUNAFEST, and Matt scored the music. Both will be at the VIP event prior to the screening, and both will be on-stage for a short interview by yours truly. You can meet them during intermission and after the event, and find out what they’re working on next.

Anna Schumacher (photo credit: Talia J. Photography).

Anna Schumacher (photo credit: Talia J. Photography).

Matt Takimoto.

Matt Takimoto.

8. IT Academy. LUNAFEST enables local film festival planners, such as LUNAFEST East Bay, to donate a portion of their proceeds to local organizations. LUNAFEST East Bay donates to El Cerrito High School’s Information Technology Academy (ITA), which is a small learning community supported by TechFutures, a nonprofit organization founded by Mr. and Mrs. Ron Whittier. ITA “gives the underserved West Contra Cost Unified School District students an opportunity to have career-focused courses in digital art and computer systems management.” Last year’s proceeds helped to buy the ITA a 3D printer. Lucky kids!

El Cerrito High School and ITA student serves finger food at the LUNAFEST VIP event before the film festival.

El Cerrito High School and ITA student serves finger food at the LUNAFEST VIP event before the film festival.

9. The Breast Cancer Fund. If you want to learn more about environmental hazards that put women at risk, then get educated by going to the Breast Cancer Fund website, which “works to prevent breast cancer by eliminating our exposure to toxic chemicals and radiation linked to the disease.” The nonprofit organization shows how we can be proactive in protecting our health and our families’ health. In the 15 years of its existence, LUNAFEST film festivals around the country have raised $860,000 to date for more research in this area. Most of LUNAFEST East Bay’s proceeds go to the Breast Cancer Fund. Be proactive. Be an advocate.

Jeanne Rizzo, RN, president and CEO of the Breast Cancer Fund.

Jeanne Rizzo, RN, president and CEO of the Breast Cancer Fund.

10. Simply great short films. This year six short films were chosen. And they’re really good. Not just good, but thought-provoking, artistic, humorous, invigorating, heartfelt, and especially a testament to the human spirit. Animated vision, different global viewpoints, examinations of social and cultural issues, and exercises in overcoming barriers – this year’s LUNAFEST has got them covered. And the best thing is that the women filmmakers are strong role models for girls and women of any age to create, do what you love, and pave the way for women to be treated equally in the film industry and everywhere else. Go Ladies!

Anna by her poster.

Anna Schumacher by her filmmaker poster at the San Francisco premiere of LUNAFEST, October 2015.

Note: You can still get tickets online. For more information and to purchase tickets, click here. And then mark your calendars for Saturday, March 19th, 7:30pm, at the El Cerrito High School’s Performing Arts Theater. See you there!

Meg Smaker: the power of stories through disruptive filmmaking

Controversy is part of the nature of art and creativity.
– Yoko Ono, Japanese multimedia artist, singer and peace activist

Documentary filmmaker Meg Smaker.

Documentary filmmaker Meg Smaker.

Documentary filmmaker Meg Smaker likes to tell stories about subjects that people think they know about and disrupt that “knowledge” with an “unsuspecting point of view” – and at the same time, upend the perspective shared by a lot of films that deal with the same topic. “I call it the ‘boat theory,'” she explained. People on a whale-watching expedition congregate on one side of the boat, say the right side, and take lots of different pictures – but of the same whale. “I like to hang out on the left side,” Meg counters. “Maybe I see nothing, but maybe I see an orca shagging a mermaid. The point is, the stories I find most interesting are the ones that have not been told…yet – and to find them you have to hang out on the left side.”

In search of the human element
All of her documentaries share that trait – from Methal Island, “a meditation on meth,” to Somalia & the Piracy Bell Curve, which examines Somalia’s political economy and its impact on piracy off the Somalian coast, to Boxeadora: ‘one woman’s revolution in Cuba,’ about Namibia Flores, Cuba’s first female boxer, and her quest for Olympic glory. The latter documentary was chosen as one of six short films for this year’s LUNAFEST film festival, “by, for, about women.” Whereas many films about Cuba tend to be political and often anti-Castro, Boxeadora delivers what these films lack – “the human element, the texture of the culture, and the people’s spirit.” “The human element is the most compelling thing that changes us and connects us,” Meg said.

Meg filming in Cuba.

Meg filming in Cuba.

That human element is often missing in traditional network news, which is reduced to “sound bites and facts,” according to Meg. When journalists file reports overseas, for example, they’re driven to deliver the news first and as a result are handicapped by time constraints, which prevent them from discovering and sharing the underlying stories. Furthermore, some topics are presented from only one perspective – à la the boat theory. Methamphetamine, for example, has been frequently covered in the national news with a majority of U.S. counties reporting that meth is their most serious drug problem, according to the 2013 World Drug Report by the United Nations Office of Drugs and Crime. “All of the news about meth was totally focused on the negatives, which dehumanized people,” Meg pointed out. Media accounts ignored what drew people to the drug. In Methal Island, therefore, Meg spent two-thirds of the documentary focusing on the benefits of meth.

Scene from Methel Island.

Scene from Methel Island.

On becoming a documentary filmmaker
Meg, who hails from Brentwood, Calif., and grew up in Oakland, left college after two years and spent the next five years as a firefighter and nearly five years afterwards living in Yemen and Quatar before returning home. Those life experiences fueled her desire to become a documentary filmmaker. Before she earned her MFA in Documentary Film at Stanford, she earned a BA with honors in Political, Legal, and Economic Analysis (PLEA) at Mills College, which provided her with a solid foundation for achieving her goal. “Stories are the most powerful thing in the world – more powerful than statistics or facts. A good story can illuminate a truth that simple statistics and facts alone never could,” she asserted. That said, she went on, “Stories are founded in holistic research, getting the context to really understand the deeper truth.”

Filming her documentary Pistols to Porn.

Filming her documentary Pistols to Porn.

As a published scholar, Meg has conducted field research in Somalia, The Balkans, and North Africa. The seed for Somalia & the Piracy Bell Curve was an article she had published in an academic journal, which incorporated more than two years’ worth of research on Somalia. Given the small audience drawn by academic journals, she wanted to take her findings and reach a larger audience. To tell the story, Meg employed stop-motion animation, whose inviting yet simplistic style was an ideal medium to help make the subject matter accessible to the masses.

Setting up the scene for Methel Island using Claymation.

Setting up the scene for Methel Island using Claymation.

Changing the business paradigm for documentary filmmaking
Having a unique, disruptive point of view has its challenges, but Meg’s confronting those barriers head-on. She founded the nonprofit Doc Farm Films in 2014 after Methel Island garnered Best Documentary awards at numerous film festivals but no grants for which it was eligible. The traditional financing vehicles for documentaries are grants and foundations, which award funding to align with their goal of raising awareness of and creating impact for specific issues. While Meg understands the desire of investors to fund documentaries to support various social justice issues, she asserted, “I don’t want to save the world; I just want to understand it. I want to help people understand the world better.”

Changing the human face with Claymation on the documentary Methel Island.

Changing the human face with Claymation on the documentary Methel Island.

Unfortunately, documentaries that don’t fit in any categories because they aren’t issue based aren’t getting funded. Furthermore, because of lack of funding filmmakers are being discouraged from exploring a whole other world, which ultimately shrinks our global view – something Meg feels is a dangerous and precarious state of being. For all those reasons, she insists, “I got into documentary films not to save the world, but to understand it. And for me the best way to understand something is through stories. When I was young my mother used to read to me, but she never read me bedtime issues, it was always bedtime stories. We are prewired to consume story – and through them expand our understanding of the world.”

Telling Methel Island's story via Claymation.

Telling Methel Island’s story via Claymation.

She hopes that Doc Farm Films can change the paradigm of how documentaries are funded. Boxeadora, which is the nonprofit’s first project, earned several accolades but did not receive any preproduction grants from the more than 30 applications that were sent out, according to Meg. “Through Doc Farm Films, I want to continue to do these kinds of stories and come up with a new business model moving forward,” she explained. In the meantime, Meg envisions Doc Farm Films to serve as a network for filmmakers who aren’t getting funded because their films don’t fit into any of the traditional grant categories and who want to help foster understanding of the world through their stories. Her ultimate dream is that the nonprofit can grow big enough to financially support these filmmakers’ projects.

Filming a boxing scene.

Filming a sparring scene for Boxeadora.

Boxeadora’s backstory
Meg met Namibia Flores when she traveled to Cuba to train as a boxer. She took up the sport six years ago after coming back from the Middle East, saying, “I always wanted to know how to fight.” She immediately took to it. Meg admitted that she can’t sit still, so boxing has become her form of meditation, a way to stay centered and relaxed. “You have to be in the moment,” she explained, “or else be vulnerable to taking a blow.” Namibia became her training partner and their relationship blossomed into friendship. After returning to the U.S. after several months of training in Cuba, Meg decided to make a film about Namibia’s story.

Behind the scenes with Boxeadora.

Behind the scenes for Boxeadora.

Boxeadora was the most challenging film for Meg to make for myriad reasons. From a technical standpoint, everything that could possibly go wrong did. For instance, on the third day of shooting, her computer malfunctioned, preventing her from uploading her footage, and other equipment broke along the way. She ran out of 9V batteries and discovered that because of the embargo in Cuba, there were no 9V batteries to be had in the country. The other more delicate issue was that it was Meg’s first film to have a friend be the subject of the documentary. “It was hard to separate the roles of friend and filmmaker,” she explained. “I had to remain in professional mode as storyteller.” That said, Meg admitted that some scenes ended up on the editing floor, a result of wearing her friend hat and being caught up in the emotional part of Namibia’s story.

Filming Boxeadora from above.

Filming a ringside scene from above for Boxeadora.

Meg had applied for grants before she went to Cuba to film. When she returned, she called to find out why she had been rejected for a particular grant. The male grantor carried on about how a woman couldn’t possibly go to Cuba, with its “machismo culture,” and make such a film. “It is not going to happen,” he bluntly told her. When she explained that she’d already returned from filming, “a long awkward pause followed,” Meg related, and laughed. “There’s a strange preconceived notion that women are not suited to do certain subjects – meth, boxing.”

Meg Smaker, momentarily at rest.

Meg Smaker, momentarily at rest.

Forging headstrong ahead
In another instance of experiencing gender bias as a woman filmmaker, one Hollywood agent who was interested in Boxeadora asked Meg if her next project would be about kid issues, which is blatantly far removed from her interests, based on her filmography. While a reaction to the audacity of these ill-informed comments, her laughter in recounting these stories reveals a ready dismissiveness of the mentality that perpetuates gender inequality in the industry.

What’s important and what keeps her grounded is “never losing the awe of storytelling,” which can be a challenge given the demands inherent in the film industry, especially the longer one is in the field. “I never lose sight of the magic of storytelling,” she said. Just as important is honoring one’s unique view and incorporating that view and one’s experiences into the film. “What’s out there (in terms of films) doesn’t represent what’s out there (in the world),” Meg said. And those stories need to be told and shared.

Note: You can see Meg’s short film at LUNAFEST East Bay’s screening on Saturday, March 19th, 7:30pm, at the El Cerrito High School’s Performing Arts Theater. For more information and to purchase tickets, click here.

Amazing women: raising my daughter on LUNAFEST

Everyone has inside of her a piece of good news. The good news is that you don’t know how great you can be, how much you can love, what you can accomplish, and what your potential is. – Anne Frank, German-born diarist and writer

My daughter doesn’t fully know it yet, but she’s lucky that I’m part of the LUNAFEST East Bay Committee. The weekend before our monthly Monday meetings, she happily – most of the time – bakes cookies for me to bring. And everyone on the committee loves them. She thinks of this as doing a favor for her mom, but the act is really an extension of her giving self. She and her friends try to do monthly bake sales to raise money for the Milo Foundation, which rescues dogs and cats and finds their forever homes for them. So she’s exhibiting her giving self by baking cookies or a wine cake for a worthy nonprofit. Since she was very young, she has had a big heart for all animals and cares about the world, our environment.

Isabella getting ready to sell raffle tickets at the VIP event with classmates Wyatt and Mateo.

Isabella getting ready to sell raffle tickets at the LUNAFEST VIP event with classmates Wyatt and Mateo.

She also volunteers at our LUNAFEST VIP event held right before the evening’s screening of short films “by, for, about women.” While selling raffle tickets is not exactly what she wants to be doing on a Saturday late afternoon, she’s learning valuable skills that will serve her well when she’s a young adult – being assertive, presenting oneself before others, being persuasive. But most importantly at the VIP event, she’s listening and learning. It’s important to have great role models around you and to find out what they do, which expands your world of what is possible, what you can dream about, and how you can make that dream a reality. She’s surrounded by the wonderful, hardworking women on the LUNAFEST East Bay committee and sees their commitment to women’s health issues and in support of women’s creativity and their uphill battle in gaining equality in the filmmaking industry. Last year, we were honored to have two of the LUNAFEST filmmakers attend the VIP event and the screening. I am lucky because one of my roles with the LUNAFEST East Bay committee is to interview and write profiles of these talented and visionary women. Everyone’s life is different, the motivations come from myriad places of inspiration, and the journey, whether rocky or charmed, is the story itself.

Me, Isabella, and Rex in February 2012.

Isabella, Rex, and me in February 2012.

Isabella reading to her rabbit Pudding, February 2015.

Isabella reading to her rabbit Pudding, February 2015.

While Isabella doesn’t understand everything in these profiles, I share them with her to show her what is possible. I was particularly drawn this year to Hanna Maylett’s description of Jane Campion’s autobiographical film about the New Zealand writer Janet Frame, which was her inspiration as a filmmaker: “Campion’s film told about a woman’s vulnerability as a creative strength.” This speaks to me because aside from being a creative and artistic being, Isabella is passionate, compassionate, empathetic, idealistic, and sensitive. Sometimes – many times – those traits can be used against a person. That’s why I love this idea of a woman’s vulnerability being a creative strength. It’s a way of looking at and interacting within the world in a positive way. I’ve learned so much from interviewing these women, and I’m hoping Isabella finds the profiles interesting today and inspirational as she matures. I hope she remembers these women and their stories and their vision when she begins her journey of self-discovery.

Fascinated with her leopard gecko Puntos, 2011.

Fascinated with her leopard gecko Puntos, 2011.

Isabella and her rabbit May, November 2015.

Isabella and her rabbit May, November 2015.

December 2012 birthday girl with Rex.

December 2012 birthday girl with Rex.

In that same tact as older generations telling the younger generation what they lived without, what they didn’t have, I’m sincere when I tell her that when I was growing up, there were few role models and even fewer windows and doors to open that would show me a world far beyond my simple, rural upbringing. This, of course, will be lost on her right now because this is what she’s come to expect out of her young life. While it would be great to appreciate it at this age, it’s expecting too much. I know that somewhere all of this information is being stored in her head, and she’ll have that ah-ha moment when she discovers what her passion is, what her gift to the world will be.

Isabella with Rex on his last car ride, November 20, 2015.

Isabella with Rex on his last car ride, November 20, 2015.

LUNAFEST East Bay was especially honored last year to have Jeanne Rizzo, CEO of the Breast Cancer Fund, come to our VIP event and serve as our keynote speaker. Jeanne is dynamic and passionate about everything. She has done so much with her life. And if there were a handful of women I’d pick to have my daughter grow up around, one of them would definitely be Jeanne. Read about her and you’ll know why. Isabella knows we raise money for the Breast Cancer Fund. Her paternal great-grandmother and great aunt died of breast cancer. Her paternal grandmother is a breast cancer survivor. She understands the importance of raising funds for the Breast Cancer Fund to conduct research and advocacy work that will help “to prevent breast cancer by eliminating our exposure to toxic chemicals and radiation linked to the disease.”

May 2014, Isabella and her love of horses.

May 2014, Isabella and her love of horses.

Isabella turned 13 this past December, and next month she will already be attending her third LUNAFEST. She’s been able to sit with friends of hers who are also attending with their moms for a mother/daughter night out. So Isabella’s seen a handful of short films – animation, documentary, fiction – written and directed by women who are driven to tell their stories and other people’s stories in their unique viewpoint. Isabella loves to write stories, so I know she’ll appreciate being around such creativity.

Our Leaning Tower of Pisa selfie, June 2015.

Our Leaning Tower of Pisa selfie, June 2015.

It’s a time for us. Even though I’m running around the night of the event, it’s something that we share and have memories of together. As she grows older and, like the tide, feels the inevitable pull elsewhere, I’m grateful to be sharing one of my passions with her.

Isabella's contribution to her class's Valentine's Day booklet, February 14, 2011.

Isabella’s contribution to her class’s Valentine’s Day booklet, February 14, 2011.

Our selfie after a day together in San Francisco, October 2015.

Our selfie after a day together in San Francisco, October 2015.

Anna Schumacher: exploring and experimenting through film

Art is communication.
– Madeleine L’Engle, American writer, from Walking on Water: Reflections on Faith and Art

Anna Schumacher (photo credit: Talia J. Photography).

Anna Schumacher (photo credit: Talia J. Photography).

When filmmaker Anna Schumacher attended the premiere of a Deaf-made film in St. Louis in early 2013, she met Annette Nitko, a Deaf breast cancer survivor. At the time Annette was diagnosed seven years ago, there were no support groups for Deaf and hard-of-hearing breast cancer patients at all in the country. So Annette started her own support group called Pink Wings of Hope. “I was very inspired by this story,” Anna said – and for two important reasons. Anna’s maternal grandmother, whom she was very close to, battled breast and lung cancer. When her grandmother passed away 15 years ago, she got involved with various cancer awareness/education, advocacy, and fundraising efforts, including being captain of her Relay for Life walkathon team. Anna is also fluent in American Sign Language (ASL), has deep roots with the Deaf West Theatre, a theatre group that presents its productions in ASL, and has many close friends and industry colleagues who are Deaf.

Amber Zion, the actress who portrays June, shares a laugh while taking a break from filming (photo credit: Talia J. Photography).

Amber Zion, the actress who portrays June, shares a laugh while taking a break from filming (photo credit: Talia J. Photography).

Anna and Ruan setting up the opening scene of Finding June (photo credit: Talia J. Photography).

Anna and Ruan, her director of photography, setting up the opening scene of Finding June (photo credit: Talia J. Photography).

Annette’s story made Anna think about how alienating it must be for a Deaf breast cancer patient to attend a support group with an interpreter, and it became the inspiration for her second short film. “On the one hand, you’re sitting in a room full of women who understand what it feels like to be in your position,” Anna noted. “But on the other hand, there is so much of what your life is like that they can’t possibly understand. There’s a disconnect.” In Finding June, she explores how we can be connected without language. Anna’s short film is one of six chosen for this year’s LUNAFEST, the national traveling film festival “by, for, about women” that raises funds for local charities and its main beneficiary, the Breast Cancer Fund.

Anna, Ruan, and Joel looking over a shot (photo credit: Talia J. Photography).

Anna and her colleagues Ruan and Joel looking over a shot (photo credit: Talia J. Photography).

“I really hope that after people see this film, the next time they’re in line at the post office or at a coffee shop and see someone signing they will change how they view that person,” Anna said. “I hope to make people be aware of all the tiny moments that we so rarely pause at and have an ah-ha moment.” Referring to the scenes at the campfire and when the main protagonist, June, is holding her brother’s hand, Anna pointed out, “Those small scenes matter. There’s no start-to-finish with them, but they’re there.”

Cast and crew behind the scenes (photo credit: Talia J. Photography).

Cast and crew behind the scenes (photo credit: Talia J. Photography).

Finding Anna
The Kensington, California, native got involved in theatre when she was a student at Portola (now Fred T. Korematsu) Middle School in El Cerrito. “It was such a good place for me to feel connected, and it’s something that I carried with me to college,” Anna related. When she attended the University of California at Davis to pursue theatre arts, she found out what didn’t work for her. “I quickly realized that I, as an artist, didn’t really fit into a lot of mainstream and contemporary theatre,” she explained. While she respected those who did, she gravitated to the MFA students who were doing experimental theatre and had “more space to play around.”

“That spoke to me. We could mix media with our performance. You can have a show over video or have movement with dialogue – just more avenues to tell a story within one performance experience,” Anna explained. “I knew that I wanted to be a performer, but I wasn’t sure what that was supposed to look like.”

The cARTel team after the 5th No Budget Film Festival.

The cARTel team after the 5th No Budget Film Festival.

After graduating with a BA in theatre, Anna returned to the Bay Area but was still interested in continuing her education. She enrolled in an ASL class taught by Rory Osbrink at Berkeley City College and was “immediately hooked” on the first day. “I fell in love with the language,” she enthused. “It’s a very grammatically and syntactically complex language, but it’s a visual language. You’re actually painting pictures and playing with the physical space as you communicate.” And as a theatre person, it made perfect sense that she embraced ASL. Osbrink encouraged Anna to volunteer at the Fremont School for the Deaf, where she also took a Deaf studies class taught by Osbrink, who runs the school’s bilingual education department. In her cultural studies class, she was awakened to the marginalization of Deaf people and the concept of allyship, an evolving relationship built upon trust, compassion, accountability, and responsiveness between someone who is in a marginalized group and someone who is outside of that group.

Osbrink told Anna about Deaf West Theatre, whose productions are accessible to both hearing and Deaf audiences by way of double-casting via sign language or super-titles projected on the stage. She moved to Los Angeles and found work at the theatre group and later as an interpreter for a Deaf actor who was cast in the ABC television show Switched at Birth. While on set, Anna learned a lot about production, especially lighting. Through her connections with Deaf West Theatre, she was introduced to Ahimsa Collective, now called cARTel: Collaborative Arts LA, an arts and entertainment company that comprises a performance ensemble, clowning troupe, film and music festival, and an art party of commissioned installation work. Under cARTel, Anna worked as a performer, clown, clown-workshop teacher, and visual artist.

We, Seahorses official selection poster for the No Budget Film Festival.

We, Seahorses official selection poster for the No Budget Film Festival.

Becoming the filmmaker: We, Seahorses
When cARTel hosted the No Budget Film Festival, Anna decided to submit what would be her first short film, We, Seahorses, and enlisted the help of friends. “There was no pressure because nobody had spent very much money on their films,” she explained. Not only did cARTel offer her artistic freedom and support, but its filmmakers served as mentors for Anna. Her cast included Deaf characters, so Anna reached out to her Deaf friends, who pored over the script. Her friend, Ruan Du Plessis, who is also Deaf and a fellow filmmaker, served as her director of photography (DP). (He also was DP for Finding June.) Deaf filmmaker Jules Dameron served as script translator. The cast spent a long time breaking down who the characters were, how they might sign, and how they sign with various people. “Deaf folks who have a Deaf family have a different linguistic approach to language that those who have a more English-based language development, or a more oral-language background,” Ann explained. On the other hand, hearing signers who have Deaf parents sign differently that those who learned later in life. How ASL is used in conversation depends on these and other factors, including whom the signers are interacting with, which is also factor with spoken language.

Celebrating winning the Cinematography award at the 2013 No Budget Film Festival, left to right, We, Seahorses actress Lexi Marman and her husband Justin, Anna, and Ruan.

Celebrating winning the Cinematography award at the 2013 No Budget Film Festival, left to right, We, Seahorses actress Lexi Marman and her husband Justin, Anna, and Ruan.

“I enjoy the process of not feeling confined to a certain narrative structure or performance format – like a two-act play – all the time,” she said, of the process of writing the script. “I like thinking and knowing early on that you don’t always have to fit into that box.” Anna experimented with flashbacks, flash forwards, and frozen memories to tell the story of how we attach ourselves to things for better or worse and the difficult transition that follows when that attachment is severed. “I played around with the rules around making a piece of art beforehand, which made me feel confident in doing that in the film,” she explained. Anna’s first effort won a festival award in Cinematography with Ruan. The experience emboldened her to make her second film, Finding June, whose musical score was composed by her long-time best friend and fellow El Cerrito High School graduate Matt Takimoto.

Anna and Ruan looking over the shot-list for the day (photo credit: Talia J. Photography).

Anna and Ruan looking over the shot-list for the day (photo credit: Talia J. Photography).

Anna is currently in pre-production as an actor in a couple of films being made by friends. She is also working on two short films of her own – one explores the lives of several characters who cross paths throughout the queer community and the other is experimental, involving voiceover manipulation and music installations. This time around, she’s writing grants to fund her projects.

Filmmaker Anna Schumacher.

Filmmaker Anna Schumacher.

You are what you do
Anna has taken a circuitous route to becoming a filmmaker. When people ask if she’s a writer or an actor, she takes to heart what her friend Chase once said to her: “If you like the thing and you do the thing, then you are the thing.” This piece of advice has come in handy. “You don’t have to explain yourself,” she said, with this new mindset. And it’s the advice she offers to others: “Don’t make apologies for what you want to do and how you want to do it.” As a filmmaker, she’s experienced trying times, but Anna approaches these difficulties by acknowledging the uncomfortable feelings, saving them for future inspiration, and carrying on. “All those feelings will then be the next project – the next film or painting or music,” she said. “It’s all a big circle – the constant process to make the project that you want, which will show itself when it’s ready to show itself. This is not to be apologized for or explained away. You don’t have to convince anyone of anything.” With two successful short films under the belt, Anna, indeed, doesn’t need to persuade anyone of her creative capabilities.

Note: You can see Anna’s short film at LUNAFEST East Bay’s screening on Saturday, March 19th, 7:30pm, at the El Cerrito High School’s Performing Arts Theater. For more information and to purchase tickets, click here.