Meg Smaker: the power of stories through disruptive filmmaking

Controversy is part of the nature of art and creativity.
– Yoko Ono, Japanese multimedia artist, singer and peace activist

Documentary filmmaker Meg Smaker.

Documentary filmmaker Meg Smaker.

Documentary filmmaker Meg Smaker likes to tell stories about subjects that people think they know about and disrupt that “knowledge” with an “unsuspecting point of view” – and at the same time, upend the perspective shared by a lot of films that deal with the same topic. “I call it the ‘boat theory,'” she explained. People on a whale-watching expedition congregate on one side of the boat, say the right side, and take lots of different pictures – but of the same whale. “I like to hang out on the left side,” Meg counters. “Maybe I see nothing, but maybe I see an orca shagging a mermaid. The point is, the stories I find most interesting are the ones that have not been told…yet – and to find them you have to hang out on the left side.”

In search of the human element
All of her documentaries share that trait – from Methal Island, “a meditation on meth,” to Somalia & the Piracy Bell Curve, which examines Somalia’s political economy and its impact on piracy off the Somalian coast, to Boxeadora: ‘one woman’s revolution in Cuba,’ about Namibia Flores, Cuba’s first female boxer, and her quest for Olympic glory. The latter documentary was chosen as one of six short films for this year’s LUNAFEST film festival, “by, for, about women.” Whereas many films about Cuba tend to be political and often anti-Castro, Boxeadora delivers what these films lack – “the human element, the texture of the culture, and the people’s spirit.” “The human element is the most compelling thing that changes us and connects us,” Meg said.

Meg filming in Cuba.

Meg filming in Cuba.

That human element is often missing in traditional network news, which is reduced to “sound bites and facts,” according to Meg. When journalists file reports overseas, for example, they’re driven to deliver the news first and as a result are handicapped by time constraints, which prevent them from discovering and sharing the underlying stories. Furthermore, some topics are presented from only one perspective – à la the boat theory. Methamphetamine, for example, has been frequently covered in the national news with a majority of U.S. counties reporting that meth is their most serious drug problem, according to the 2013 World Drug Report by the United Nations Office of Drugs and Crime. “All of the news about meth was totally focused on the negatives, which dehumanized people,” Meg pointed out. Media accounts ignored what drew people to the drug. In Methal Island, therefore, Meg spent two-thirds of the documentary focusing on the benefits of meth.

Scene from Methel Island.

Scene from Methel Island.

On becoming a documentary filmmaker
Meg, who hails from Brentwood, Calif., and grew up in Oakland, left college after two years and spent the next five years as a firefighter and nearly five years afterwards living in Yemen and Quatar before returning home. Those life experiences fueled her desire to become a documentary filmmaker. Before she earned her MFA in Documentary Film at Stanford, she earned a BA with honors in Political, Legal, and Economic Analysis (PLEA) at Mills College, which provided her with a solid foundation for achieving her goal. “Stories are the most powerful thing in the world – more powerful than statistics or facts. A good story can illuminate a truth that simple statistics and facts alone never could,” she asserted. That said, she went on, “Stories are founded in holistic research, getting the context to really understand the deeper truth.”

Filming her documentary Pistols to Porn.

Filming her documentary Pistols to Porn.

As a published scholar, Meg has conducted field research in Somalia, The Balkans, and North Africa. The seed for Somalia & the Piracy Bell Curve was an article she had published in an academic journal, which incorporated more than two years’ worth of research on Somalia. Given the small audience drawn by academic journals, she wanted to take her findings and reach a larger audience. To tell the story, Meg employed stop-motion animation, whose inviting yet simplistic style was an ideal medium to help make the subject matter accessible to the masses.

Setting up the scene for Methel Island using Claymation.

Setting up the scene for Methel Island using Claymation.

Changing the business paradigm for documentary filmmaking
Having a unique, disruptive point of view has its challenges, but Meg’s confronting those barriers head-on. She founded the nonprofit Doc Farm Films in 2014 after Methel Island garnered Best Documentary awards at numerous film festivals but no grants for which it was eligible. The traditional financing vehicles for documentaries are grants and foundations, which award funding to align with their goal of raising awareness of and creating impact for specific issues. While Meg understands the desire of investors to fund documentaries to support various social justice issues, she asserted, “I don’t want to save the world; I just want to understand it. I want to help people understand the world better.”

Changing the human face with Claymation on the documentary Methel Island.

Changing the human face with Claymation on the documentary Methel Island.

Unfortunately, documentaries that don’t fit in any categories because they aren’t issue based aren’t getting funded. Furthermore, because of lack of funding filmmakers are being discouraged from exploring a whole other world, which ultimately shrinks our global view – something Meg feels is a dangerous and precarious state of being. For all those reasons, she insists, “I got into documentary films not to save the world, but to understand it. And for me the best way to understand something is through stories. When I was young my mother used to read to me, but she never read me bedtime issues, it was always bedtime stories. We are prewired to consume story – and through them expand our understanding of the world.”

Telling Methel Island's story via Claymation.

Telling Methel Island’s story via Claymation.

She hopes that Doc Farm Films can change the paradigm of how documentaries are funded. Boxeadora, which is the nonprofit’s first project, earned several accolades but did not receive any preproduction grants from the more than 30 applications that were sent out, according to Meg. “Through Doc Farm Films, I want to continue to do these kinds of stories and come up with a new business model moving forward,” she explained. In the meantime, Meg envisions Doc Farm Films to serve as a network for filmmakers who aren’t getting funded because their films don’t fit into any of the traditional grant categories and who want to help foster understanding of the world through their stories. Her ultimate dream is that the nonprofit can grow big enough to financially support these filmmakers’ projects.

Filming a boxing scene.

Filming a sparring scene for Boxeadora.

Boxeadora’s backstory
Meg met Namibia Flores when she traveled to Cuba to train as a boxer. She took up the sport six years ago after coming back from the Middle East, saying, “I always wanted to know how to fight.” She immediately took to it. Meg admitted that she can’t sit still, so boxing has become her form of meditation, a way to stay centered and relaxed. “You have to be in the moment,” she explained, “or else be vulnerable to taking a blow.” Namibia became her training partner and their relationship blossomed into friendship. After returning to the U.S. after several months of training in Cuba, Meg decided to make a film about Namibia’s story.

Behind the scenes with Boxeadora.

Behind the scenes for Boxeadora.

Boxeadora was the most challenging film for Meg to make for myriad reasons. From a technical standpoint, everything that could possibly go wrong did. For instance, on the third day of shooting, her computer malfunctioned, preventing her from uploading her footage, and other equipment broke along the way. She ran out of 9V batteries and discovered that because of the embargo in Cuba, there were no 9V batteries to be had in the country. The other more delicate issue was that it was Meg’s first film to have a friend be the subject of the documentary. “It was hard to separate the roles of friend and filmmaker,” she explained. “I had to remain in professional mode as storyteller.” That said, Meg admitted that some scenes ended up on the editing floor, a result of wearing her friend hat and being caught up in the emotional part of Namibia’s story.

Filming Boxeadora from above.

Filming a ringside scene from above for Boxeadora.

Meg had applied for grants before she went to Cuba to film. When she returned, she called to find out why she had been rejected for a particular grant. The male grantor carried on about how a woman couldn’t possibly go to Cuba, with its “machismo culture,” and make such a film. “It is not going to happen,” he bluntly told her. When she explained that she’d already returned from filming, “a long awkward pause followed,” Meg related, and laughed. “There’s a strange preconceived notion that women are not suited to do certain subjects – meth, boxing.”

Meg Smaker, momentarily at rest.

Meg Smaker, momentarily at rest.

Forging headstrong ahead
In another instance of experiencing gender bias as a woman filmmaker, one Hollywood agent who was interested in Boxeadora asked Meg if her next project would be about kid issues, which is blatantly far removed from her interests, based on her filmography. While a reaction to the audacity of these ill-informed comments, her laughter in recounting these stories reveals a ready dismissiveness of the mentality that perpetuates gender inequality in the industry.

What’s important and what keeps her grounded is “never losing the awe of storytelling,” which can be a challenge given the demands inherent in the film industry, especially the longer one is in the field. “I never lose sight of the magic of storytelling,” she said. Just as important is honoring one’s unique view and incorporating that view and one’s experiences into the film. “What’s out there (in terms of films) doesn’t represent what’s out there (in the world),” Meg said. And those stories need to be told and shared.

Note: You can see Meg’s short film at LUNAFEST East Bay’s screening on Saturday, March 19th, 7:30pm, at the El Cerrito High School’s Performing Arts Theater. For more information and to purchase tickets, click here.

Amazing women: raising my daughter on LUNAFEST

Everyone has inside of her a piece of good news. The good news is that you don’t know how great you can be, how much you can love, what you can accomplish, and what your potential is. – Anne Frank, German-born diarist and writer

My daughter doesn’t fully know it yet, but she’s lucky that I’m part of the LUNAFEST East Bay Committee. The weekend before our monthly Monday meetings, she happily – most of the time – bakes cookies for me to bring. And everyone on the committee loves them. She thinks of this as doing a favor for her mom, but the act is really an extension of her giving self. She and her friends try to do monthly bake sales to raise money for the Milo Foundation, which rescues dogs and cats and finds their forever homes for them. So she’s exhibiting her giving self by baking cookies or a wine cake for a worthy nonprofit. Since she was very young, she has had a big heart for all animals and cares about the world, our environment.

Isabella getting ready to sell raffle tickets at the VIP event with classmates Wyatt and Mateo.

Isabella getting ready to sell raffle tickets at the LUNAFEST VIP event with classmates Wyatt and Mateo.

She also volunteers at our LUNAFEST VIP event held right before the evening’s screening of short films “by, for, about women.” While selling raffle tickets is not exactly what she wants to be doing on a Saturday late afternoon, she’s learning valuable skills that will serve her well when she’s a young adult – being assertive, presenting oneself before others, being persuasive. But most importantly at the VIP event, she’s listening and learning. It’s important to have great role models around you and to find out what they do, which expands your world of what is possible, what you can dream about, and how you can make that dream a reality. She’s surrounded by the wonderful, hardworking women on the LUNAFEST East Bay committee and sees their commitment to women’s health issues and in support of women’s creativity and their uphill battle in gaining equality in the filmmaking industry. Last year, we were honored to have two of the LUNAFEST filmmakers attend the VIP event and the screening. I am lucky because one of my roles with the LUNAFEST East Bay committee is to interview and write profiles of these talented and visionary women. Everyone’s life is different, the motivations come from myriad places of inspiration, and the journey, whether rocky or charmed, is the story itself.

Me, Isabella, and Rex in February 2012.

Isabella, Rex, and me in February 2012.

Isabella reading to her rabbit Pudding, February 2015.

Isabella reading to her rabbit Pudding, February 2015.

While Isabella doesn’t understand everything in these profiles, I share them with her to show her what is possible. I was particularly drawn this year to Hanna Maylett’s description of Jane Campion’s autobiographical film about the New Zealand writer Janet Frame, which was her inspiration as a filmmaker: “Campion’s film told about a woman’s vulnerability as a creative strength.” This speaks to me because aside from being a creative and artistic being, Isabella is passionate, compassionate, empathetic, idealistic, and sensitive. Sometimes – many times – those traits can be used against a person. That’s why I love this idea of a woman’s vulnerability being a creative strength. It’s a way of looking at and interacting within the world in a positive way. I’ve learned so much from interviewing these women, and I’m hoping Isabella finds the profiles interesting today and inspirational as she matures. I hope she remembers these women and their stories and their vision when she begins her journey of self-discovery.

Fascinated with her leopard gecko Puntos, 2011.

Fascinated with her leopard gecko Puntos, 2011.

Isabella and her rabbit May, November 2015.

Isabella and her rabbit May, November 2015.

December 2012 birthday girl with Rex.

December 2012 birthday girl with Rex.

In that same tact as older generations telling the younger generation what they lived without, what they didn’t have, I’m sincere when I tell her that when I was growing up, there were few role models and even fewer windows and doors to open that would show me a world far beyond my simple, rural upbringing. This, of course, will be lost on her right now because this is what she’s come to expect out of her young life. While it would be great to appreciate it at this age, it’s expecting too much. I know that somewhere all of this information is being stored in her head, and she’ll have that ah-ha moment when she discovers what her passion is, what her gift to the world will be.

Isabella with Rex on his last car ride, November 20, 2015.

Isabella with Rex on his last car ride, November 20, 2015.

LUNAFEST East Bay was especially honored last year to have Jeanne Rizzo, CEO of the Breast Cancer Fund, come to our VIP event and serve as our keynote speaker. Jeanne is dynamic and passionate about everything. She has done so much with her life. And if there were a handful of women I’d pick to have my daughter grow up around, one of them would definitely be Jeanne. Read about her and you’ll know why. Isabella knows we raise money for the Breast Cancer Fund. Her paternal great-grandmother and great aunt died of breast cancer. Her paternal grandmother is a breast cancer survivor. She understands the importance of raising funds for the Breast Cancer Fund to conduct research and advocacy work that will help “to prevent breast cancer by eliminating our exposure to toxic chemicals and radiation linked to the disease.”

May 2014, Isabella and her love of horses.

May 2014, Isabella and her love of horses.

Isabella turned 13 this past December, and next month she will already be attending her third LUNAFEST. She’s been able to sit with friends of hers who are also attending with their moms for a mother/daughter night out. So Isabella’s seen a handful of short films – animation, documentary, fiction – written and directed by women who are driven to tell their stories and other people’s stories in their unique viewpoint. Isabella loves to write stories, so I know she’ll appreciate being around such creativity.

Our Leaning Tower of Pisa selfie, June 2015.

Our Leaning Tower of Pisa selfie, June 2015.

It’s a time for us. Even though I’m running around the night of the event, it’s something that we share and have memories of together. As she grows older and, like the tide, feels the inevitable pull elsewhere, I’m grateful to be sharing one of my passions with her.

Isabella's contribution to her class's Valentine's Day booklet, February 14, 2011.

Isabella’s contribution to her class’s Valentine’s Day booklet, February 14, 2011.

Our selfie after a day together in San Francisco, October 2015.

Our selfie after a day together in San Francisco, October 2015.

LUNAFEST: ladies’ night out

Girls, y’all got one
A night that’s special everywhere
From New York to Hollywood
It’s ladies night and girl the feeling’s good
 – Kool & The Gang, from Ladies Night

Today is Galentine’s Day, a day where you meet up with your girlfriends at a restaurant and have a gals-only leisurely breakfast. No cooking or baking. No clean-up. Much-needed R&R. Who needs Valentine’s Day when you have Galentine’s Day? But once this special occasion day is over, it doesn’t mean you have to wait until February 13th to have an annual get-together with your girlfriends.

Think ahead to March 19th, and start planning a fabulous Ladies’ Night Out. Make a long list. Pick up the phone. Blast an e-mail. Send out a text. Gather all of your girlfriends and tell them about LUNAFEST – a traveling film festival of award-winning short films “by, for and about women.” LUNAFEST seeks to “connect women through film,” which makes it the perfect destination for you and your women friends.

LUNAFEST premiere, September 2013. An awesome women filmmakers' night!

LUNAFEST premiere, September 2013. An awesome women filmmakers’ night!

But the film festival is more than just a fun night out, though there is a lot of emphasis on fun. Established in 2000 by LUNA, makers of the Whole Nutrition Bar for Women, the film festival raises funds for its main beneficiary, The Breast Cancer Fund, a national organization dedicated to “preventing breast cancer by eliminating our exposure to toxic chemicals and radiation linked to the disease.” When organizations across the country host their LUNAFEST film festival, they also support local nonprofit groups. So when you attend, you’re supporting a community-wide fundraising event. The LUNAFEST East Bay Organizing Committee, in its ninth year, is raising funds for the El Cerrito Community Foundation and El Cerrito High School’s Information Technology Academy (ITA), a small learning community supported by the nonprofit organization, TechFutures. ITA integrates core academic classes with the technology field, comprising digital art, web design, and computer systems management.

LUNAFEST ladies' night at the 2014 premiere in San Francisco's Palace of Fine Arts.

LUNAFEST East Bay Committee’s ladies’ night at the 2014 premiere in San Francisco’s Palace of Fine Arts.

For the third straight year, we’re hosting a dessert circle after the film screening. Local small-business Braxtons’ Boxes will be tempting you and your friends with cookies and cupcakes. Well-Grounded Tea & Coffee Bar (6925 Stockton Avenue, El Cerrito, CA) is graciously donating complimentary decaffeinated and regular coffee, completing the local community aspect of LUNAFEST in the East Bay.

Get inspired by the filmmakers’ unique visions and artistry. Support worthy causes and organizations. Seek elimination of breast cancer. Commune with your girlfriends. Meet new friends. Be a part of the local and larger community. Prepare to be delighted, touched, and engaged. All in one magical evening.

Women filmmakers and performers at the 2014 LUNAFEST premiere in San Francisco.

Women filmmakers and performers at the 2014 LUNAFEST premiere in San Francisco.

Doors open at 7pm, with the event starting at 7:30pm, at the El Cerrito High School’s Performing Arts Center, 540 Ashbury Avenue, El Cerrito, CA 94530. For more information and to purchase tickets, click here.

 

Sarah Feeley: opening people’s minds through film

A film, a piece of theatre, a piece of music, or a book can make a difference. It can change the world.
 – Alan Rickman, British actor and director

Sarah Feeley at Well Grounded Tea & Coffee Bar, El Cerrito, CA.

Sarah Feeley at Well Grounded Tea & Coffee Bar, El Cerrito, CA.

In 2010, reporting of LGTBQ (lesbian, gay, transgender, bisexual, queer) suicides in the U.S. spiked in the media. The following year, a National Transgender Discrimination Survey found that a staggering 41 percent of transgender and gender non-conforming people had attempted suicide, compared to a national average of 4.6 percent. Furthermore, more than 50 percent of transgender youth will have had at least one suicide attempt by their 20th birthday, according to the national Youth Suicide Prevention Program. “It [the phenomenon] was so heartbreaking, that I really wanted to do something about it,” filmmaker Sarah Feeley told me in a recent interview. She wanted to know where the positive stories were, finding answers to the question: “Where are the parents who are lovingly and supportively raising LGBTQ youth?”

Still from Raising Ryland (photo credit: Mile Marker Entertainment).

Still from Raising Ryland (photo credit: Mile Marker Entertainment).

So Sarah went in search of these parents and these families. Among the “amazing group of parents” she met, Hillary Whittington came forward, wanting to share her story, along with her husband, Jeff, and their child. Thus began Sarah’s journey to make the documentary short, Raising Ryland, which was chosen as one of six films for this year’s LUNAFEST film festival. When Sarah set out to make the film, she wanted to “make a difference in one child’s life,” which would define the ultimate success of the film.

The Whittington family (photo credit Vikki Dinh).

The Whittington family (photo credit: Vikki Dinh).

A year and a half into the project, CNN Films contacted Sarah. CNN Films and its partner CNN Digital Studios were looking to support new, original short-documentary content for their new programming effort. Raising Ryland was among the first three films released on CNN.com as part of the program. “CNN Films is very filmmaker-centric,” Sarah explained. “They supported my vision for the film through the entire process and were fantastic partners.” CNN shared the film internally and excitement spread across the organization, with the news department wanting to write a feature article on Raising Ryland. “It shows how powerful sharing a story like this can be,” Sarah pointed out. “We saw it happening right there at CNN.” On the film’s online launch date, March 18, 2015, CNN interviewed Sarah, and an article accompanied the film on the home page.

Seeing our reflection in the universe
The reaction to the film was “overwhelmingly positive,” according to Sarah. “In making this film, I recognized the emotional risk the family was taking and just how vulnerable they are by sharing their story,” she said. “What the Whittingtons did, by sharing their story, takes a tremendous amount of courage.”

Ryland's self-portrait of himself before he could talk.

Ryland’s self-portrait of himself before he could talk (photo credit: Mile Marker Entertainment).

Sarah was worried that the Whittingtons would be attacked for sharing their story. “I really wanted the audience to feel like it was a positive story that honored Ryland’s identity and Hillary and Jeff’s support,” she said. Some members of the transgender community, however, felt that Ryland’s parents had “outed” him to the world and thus endangered him, and questioned whether the film was in Ryland’s best interest. “One of the reasons Hillary wanted to share this story,” Sarah emphasized, “is because Ryland wanted to share his story.” When the family attended The Transgender Day of Empowerment in San Diego, Ryland, who was five years old at the time, asked his mother if he could go up and tell his story like the other speakers on stage did. “He’s just a remarkable, amazing child,” Sarah said, of Ryland.

A happy Ryland in sunshine.

A happy Ryland in sunshine (photo credit: Mile Marker Entertainment).

Ryland was born “profoundly deaf,” but wasn’t diagnosed until he was 13 months old. While some members of the deaf community may disagree with parents who choose cochlear implants for their children, Sarah explained, “Hillary and Jeff are a hearing family, and when they found out that Ryland was a candidate for cochlear implants, they wanted him to be able to have access to sound.” Interestingly, people with cochlear implants have reached out in support of the family’s decision, including trans-people with cochlear implants. At the heart of it, Sarah noted, “Everybody wants to see themselves reflected out there in the universe, and for people who have less mainstream identities, it can really be hard to find. That’s why stories like these are vitally important.”

Sarah on Mt. Hood.

Sarah on Mt. Hood.

A production company of her own: sharing stories, opening minds
In 2014, Sarah founded her production company, Mile Marker Entertainment, which grew out of her last two projects, My Side of the Sky and Raising Ryland. My Side of the Sky, which she sold to Hulu, was a six-episode television show profiling six teenagers who attend Windells Academy, a unique boarding school for skaters, skiers, and snowboarders. When My Side of the Sky was released on Hulu, she began setting up Raising Ryland with CNN Films. Sarah noted that she’s been fortunate to bring in work either with projects like Raising Ryland or more client-based work to keep her company thriving. Meanwhile, Raising Ryland has been making the rounds at film festivals, including Atlanta, Barcelona, Helsinki, Los Angeles, Seattle, and Melbourne. And Hillary’s book by the same name of the film is being published by HarperCollins this month.

Sarah Feeley.

Sarah Feeley.

At heart, Sarah says, “I’m a dreamer. I do think it’s possible if we raise our voices, we can make real and lasting change. The key is that you have to share your stories. As a filmmaker, I get the chance to work with people who are brave enough to do that. I hope that the stories that we tell make a lasting impact.” If the reception to Raising Ryland is any indication, Sarah’s hope will surely become a reality. “When people get a chance to experience a story or perspective that’s different from their own, it opens minds,” she said, with a nod to her short film. “On a very basic level, as humans, we all crave the desire to be wholly and authentically known for who we truly are. The world is a better place when all people can live open and honest lives.”

Note: You can see Sarah’s short film at LUNAFEST East Bay’s screening on Saturday, March 19th, 7:30pm, at the El Cerrito High School’s Performing Arts Theater. For more information and to purchase tickets, click here.

Hanna Maylett: creating films from the ‘margin’

I remember my overwhelming sense of anticipation and excitement at the world – the world being My Place by the fallen birch log, with the grass, the insects in the grass, the sky, the sheep and cows and rabbits, the wax-eyes and hawks – everything Outside . . . and the way I was filled with longing for it.
 – Janet Frame, New Zealand novelist, short story writer, and poet, from her autobiography, To the Is-Land

Hanna Maylett

Hanna Maylett

When Hanna Maylett was 13 years old, she announced to her mother that she wanted to become a film director. Her three younger siblings were child actors in films and television movies in their homeland of Finland. Although she, too, auditioned for roles, she didn’t get any parts. “I guess the only option for me was to get behind the camera!” Hanna joked. She chose well, given her rich filmography spanning 20 years, which includes seven short and feature-length films and several television mini-series. At the time of her announcement, she also told her mother that she couldn’t go to film school right after high school because “a film director needs life experience.” So she took a year off after graduation to travel before attending UIAH Helsinki (now Aalto University) to study film and graduating in 2000. “I always knew I wanted to tell stories and in a visual way, so cinematic storytelling was really the only option for me,” Hanna let me know in an email interview.

While in high school, Hanna saw Jane Campion’s film, An Angel at My Table (1990), a luminous film based on the three-book autobiography of New Zealand writer Janet Frame, who grew up impoverished, suffered numerous tragedies during her childhood, and was misdiagnosed and committed to a mental institution for eight years before winning a national writing award that literally set her free. The film was, as Hanna relates, her “greatest inspiration professionally.” “I realized it was possible to create worlds and characters that are meaningful and personal to me,” she said. “I have never seen anything as insightful, powerful, and intimate on-screen before. Campion’s film told about a woman’s vulnerability as a creative strength.” Hanna came to realize later that it was the first film that she saw that had “female protagonists taking an action.”

A scene from the television series, The Limit.

A scene from the television mini-series, The Limit.

Hanna’s filmography
Of her television mini-series, her most successful is The Limit (2014), a story of three women at different ages at the turning point of their lives, which was short-listed for Prix Italia (2014) and Prix Europa (2015). Of Hanna’s seven films – including her graduation film Good Girls (2000), Suburban Virgin (2003), Sisters Apart (2008), and First World Problems (2015), the latter having been chosen for this year’s LUNAFEST – two are autobiographical. The silent short The Rose of the Railroad (1996) tells of her grandmother’s choice between two suitors who came from the front of the same train. The feature-length documentary 100 Clocks (1998) focuses on her grandfather’s voluntary enlistment as a 17-year-old in the German army during WWII. In this “very private film” about her and her grandfather, whom she never got along with very well, Hanna related that he was never the same after the experience. He was a watchmaker by trade, and Hanna had childhood memories of the 100 clocks ticking in his office, where she slept when she visited. Clocks served as a metaphor in the film of her grandfather’s “neurotic need for precision,” which Hanna believed was a result of his time served in the German army. “It was my journey into his past, trying to understand him,” she said, of the making of 100 Clocks, which won the Prix Europa prize in Berlin in 2000.

A still from 100 Clocks - Hanna's brother trying on their grandfather's uniform - from the IDFA Festival site.

A still from 100 Clocks – Hanna’s brother trying on their grandfather’s uniform – from the IDFA Festival site.

Exploring societal ills
I was intrigued by Helping Mihaela (2012), a feature documentary about Hanna trying to help a 16-year-old Romanian Roma beggar with, as the movie trailer hints, “unexpected results.” With a population of 10 million, the Roma is one of Europe’s largest minority groups, spanning a broad range of communities, tribes, and clans. As a disadvantaged group, it has become the convenient scapegoat for societal ills. Hanna read a newspaper article about a Romanian Roma teenaged beggar, Mihaela, who gave birth at the Helsinki railway station in the middle of winter and, as a result, was deported to Romania. “Her situation really shocked me,” Hanna related. In an interview at the Astra Film Festival Sibiu in Romania in 2012, she said of the deportation, “I thought it was racist. I didn’t think it could happen in Finland.” Like many European countries experiencing cultural, political, and socio-economic upheaval resulting from immigration, Finland was grappling with the recent influx of Romanian Roma beggars coming to Helsinki and facing outright bigotry.

A pensive Mihaela.

A pensive Mihaela in her home country of Romania.

While a friend suggested that Hanna make a film about Mihaela, Hanna knew that wanted to investigate the events surrounding the girl’s situation. During the filming in Romania, she discovered that she was only seeing the proverbial tip of the iceberg: “The issue isn’t about one group – it’s so much more,” she pointed out in the Astra interview. One of the biggest problems is the “criminality and corruption” of the entrenched “social hierarchical structures” in central and eastern Europe, which adds to the already complex issue surrounding the Roma, according to Hanna. “Every time there is a poor man, there is always someone who takes advantage of him,” she recounted in the interview, “and there is always someone who is poorer than that man.”

The Romanian Roma landscape.

The Romanian Roma landscape.

The reaction to the film in her homeland was “diverse,” according to Hanna. The “ordinary” movie-goer sympathized with Mihaela’s struggles, although audience members said they would stop giving money to the Roma beggars as a result of having seen her film. Some journalists, however, took Hanna to task. Offended, they felt Hanna should have “known” the solution and incorporated it into her film to give it a “happy ending.” Responding to critics, Hanna pointed out, “There’s no easy solution.”

Filming Helping Mihaela in Romania.

Setting up filming Helping Mihaela in Romania.

The filmmaker’s role: defining identity by digging deeper
When I asked her what themes run through her films, she said, “All my films seem to be about defining one’s identity by finding new, deeper or broader layers in who one really is.” More pointedly, Hanna’s films present situations in which “a woman is not fitting in the expected role anymore.” This theme references her inspiration – Campion’s An Angel at My Table. But it is especially true in First World Problems, in which a middle-aged Finnish woman breaks down after losing her car in a car park and has a surprising encounter with a trolley (shopping cart) collector.

A scene from First World Problems.

A scene from First World Problems.

“In most of my films, the expectations of one’s social role/identity comes from within the character, not from outside,” she went on. “I find this subject endlessly inspiring. You are your biggest obstacle.” Thus far, most of Hanna’s protagonists are female, which perhaps is not accidental. “One seems to make films about those whom they feel emotionally closest, and maybe that’s the reason,” she revealed.

The idea for First World Problems came about when a friend posted on Facebook her failed attempt at unlocking the wrong car in a car park. Hanna went beyond the initial premise when she and her crew realized that “a car park is like a small universe, with all the aspects of a welfare society,” which thematically circles back to the issues Hanna addresses in Helping Mihaela.

A scene from First World Problems.

A scene from First World Problems.

Whether she explores familial territory or universal social issues, Hanna’s goal as a filmmaker is to elicit a response from the audience – whether it is laughter, tears, confusion, anger, disgust, and/or an understanding – and have the audience connect with her characters. She also hopes audiences “recognize something new and surprising about the world around them.” With First World Problems, for example, Hanna challenges people to “see the ever-so-invisible trolley collectors in a car park as persons with backgrounds.” To Hanna, film is an “empowering form of art: films can soothe, support, comfort, and challenge the audience.” The film has to speak directly to the audience member – “This is what I look for as a filmmaker,” she said.

On being a woman filmmaker: rejecting the gatekeepers and fighting back
In film school, 50 percent of her classmates were women. “I thought we were even with the fellow boys as directors,” she recalled, looking back. But in her 20 years, Hanna admitted that the career path for female directors is “much longer and more frustrating” than for male directors. It took her eight years to make her first feature-length film. Eight years later, Hanna is still working on the financing of her second feature film. In that time, she has also endured rejections for five other projects. To date, her male classmates are working on their sixth or seventh feature, even though, she pointed out, not all of their films have been successful. “I was not aware of the equality issue as a beginning filmmaker,” she confessed. “I naively thought we all have the same chances in the competitive business no matter your gender.”

The wide open spaces - a scene from Helping Mihaela.

The wide open spaces of freedom – a scene from Helping Mihaela.

In a recent bid to obtain financing for her project, a financier said to Hanna, “I think what now happens is that you go home, cry a little, and have a glass of red wine.” Her response was pointedly a different scenario: “I did not cry. I did not drink my wine. Instead, I furiously created a new strategy to get my film financed.” In another instance, Hanna was hired for a project, which featured boy protagonists, but a week later, the producer took it back because she had not experienced a boy’s childhood herself, which he found to be “a big problem.” For female filmmakers, she said, the unwritten rule is that women can make children’s movies and documentaries, but feature films are the domain of male filmmakers.

While Hanna admitted that she hasn’t personally overcome the treatment of women in the film industry, she vowed, “I have not given up. I fight against it every day by making films and having a strong women’s network.” Given that her success and recognition of her films have come from outside of Finland, her strategy has included cultivating an international career. “I try to look for all possible options,” she explained. “If one door gets shut, I knock on the next one.”

A scene from First World Problems.

A scene from First World Problems.

Being true to yourself
And that’s the advice she metes out to young women who aspire to become filmmakers. “Go for it!” she entreated. “If you need to make films, then you have to make them.” While the industry isn’t evolving fast enough, it is evolving, Hanna said, and at some point women filmmakers won’t have to endure some of the pushback that she endured. “Try to recognize those people who wish you good – hold on to them,” she said. “Make films that look like you, and don’t ever make coffee for guys just because. Don’t fool yourself by being one of the guys in order to be accepted. It will never happen, or if it does, it is not you anymore.”

In a nod to all of her filmmaking efforts, but particularly First World Problems and Helping Mihaela, Hanna said, “Most original stories will come from the margin, so be proud if you come from the margin. If you stay true to your artistic ambition, your films will deliver your soul and message. It will be a bumpy road, but it will be really worth it.”

Note: You can see Hanna’s short film First World Problems at LUNAFEST East Bay’s screening on Saturday, March 19th, 7:30pm, at the El Cerrito High School Performing Arts Theater.

Sarah Saidan: embracing the freedom and magic of animation

Those who do not move, do not notice their chains.
 ― Rosa Luxemburg, Marxist theorist, philosopher, economist, and activist

When filmmaker Sarah Saidan was in her last year of Graphic Design at Azad University in Tehran, she took her first course in animation. In an interview via email, she told me that at the time she didn’t know what to expect from the class, but by the end of the semester, she discovered what she wanted to do “forever.” “I saw my drawings move and become alive,” she enthused. “Animation is magic. It contains illustration, film, and music all together. Animation gives you the freedom to tell any story, express any feeling, and experience something new.” Sarah’s short film Beach Flags was chosen for this year’s LUNAFEST film festival and is the only one of the six films that is animated.

Beach Flags poster.

Beach Flags poster.

One of the benefits of being an animator is that it allows Sarah to make a film by herself and in her own workspace. “I know the production can be exhausting sometimes, but you know it is always worth it in the end,” she noted. Her technique is usually 2D drawn animation. When Sarah was in La Poudrière in Valence, France, where she studied animation, she experimented with stop-motion (see footnote 1), cutout animation (see footnote 2) for two projects. “I absolutely loved doing that; it was so much fun,” she said. “But at the same time, stop motion has its limitations. You have to think about those limitations beforehand, when you are doing your storyboard.” While Sarah is more comfortable with drawn animation, many of her favorite films are cut-out animation, particularly the works of Yuri Norstein.

Sarah at work on "A Foreign Genie," a one-minute, stop-motion, cut-out film she made while studying in La Poudrière in 2011.

Sarah at work on A Foreign Genie, a one-minute, stop-motion, cutout film she made while studying in La Poudrière in 2011.

Working on her cut-out film.

Working on her stop-motion, cutout film.

Sarah doesn’t take on many commissioned assignments, but despite working within a tight budget and timeframe, she happily accepted a TED Ed short film project because the topic – What are Human Rights? – was of great interest to her. “First of all, I have to say that I love what the TED Ed team is doing!” she said. Sarah and her fellow animator friend Amin Haghshenas worked off of a voiceover of the lesson, which was written by Professor Benedetta Berti, who is a TED Fellow and human security and foreign policy consultant, and recorded by the TED Ed team. Within eight weeks, Sarah created the storyboards and graphics, while Amin did the animation and composition for the video. “You can create a short film in a day, and you can make another one in two years, like my film Beach Flags,” Sarah pointed out. “It depends on so many things – the budget, deadline, complexity of the work, writing, and so on – so each project is different and has its own conditions.”

Sarah working on her graduation film "Quand le chat est là..." in La Poudrière in 2011.

Sarah working on her graduation film, Quand le chat est là, in La Poudrière in 2011.

A close-up of her work.

A close-up of her work.

Production time.

Production time.

An image from "Quand le chat est la."

An image from Quand le chat est la.

Animation: the ideal platform for Beach Flags
Although the last few years Sarah has been working in France, she has lived most of her life in Iran. In her country, women athletes cannot participate in international games. Furthermore, female swimmers cannot be seen in public in swimsuits. Sarah was preoccupied with this inequity, and she related, “I really needed to talk to these women and hear them.” When she interviewed them, they told her about beach flags, a lifeguard game that is played on the sand and doesn’t require females to wear swimsuits, which then allows them to participate in international games. It was also a game at which Iranian girls have historically excelled and won many prizes.

Pre-production of Beach Flags in Folimage in 2013.

Pre-production of Beach Flags in Folimage in 2013.

Sarah in pre-production of Beach Flags, doing storyboard and animation.

Sarah in pre-production of Beach Flags, doing storyboard and animation.

“I was so happy to hear that, but suddenly I had this ironic feeling – imagining swimmers running on the beach by the sea, but not having the right to go into the water,” Sarah said. “That image really drove me to write a story about it.” Animation was also the perfect vehicle for making Beach Flags into a film; it enabled her to go into places where the camera is not allowed or restricted – the women’s swimming pool and the women’s beach, in this case. “Animation gave me the freedom to tell a story without any obstacles,” Sarah noted.

Sarah at work on the production of Beach Flags in Ciclic (Chateau Renault) in 2013.

Sarah at work on the production of Beach Flags in Ciclic (Chateau Renault) in 2013.

Sarah at work on the post-production of Beach Flags in Folimage (Valence) in 2013.

Sarah at work on the post-production of Beach Flags in Folimage (Valence) in 2013.

An image from Beach Flags.

An image from Beach Flags.

Beach Flags, which was produced by Sacrebleu Productions in Paris and co-produced with Folimage in Valence, has been officially selected by more than 80 festivals around the world. The short film has amassed numerous prizes along the festival route, including the Amnesty International Prize at the Giffoni International Film Festival in Italy; Grand Prize at the BIAF Animation Festival in Korea; Grand Jury Prize at ANIMA, Córdoba International Animation Festival in Argentina; Grand Prize at the Tindirindis Animation Festival in Lithuania; Jury Prize at the International Festival Séquence Court-Métrage in France; Best Film Award at the International Animé awards in Japan; Best Screenplay at the International Animayo Festival in Spain; and Best of the Show at the Animation Block Party film festival in Brooklyn. Clearly, Beach Flags’ message has resonated around the world.

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Inspiring work ahead
At this point in her career, Sarah doesn’t have plans to make a feature-length film, partly because of the financial burden and time investment required to make such a film. Referencing one of her friends who spent nine years working on a feature film, she said, “I don’t know if I want to do that yet! But upon reflection, she added, “I think I need to gain some more trust in myself for such responsibility.”

Sarah collaborating with her colleagues.

Sarah collaborating with her colleagues.

In the meantime, Sarah is currently “writing something very personal but at the same time very universal.” She tackles another feminist topic but from a different point of view. “It is a challenge. I am very excited about it,” she said. Sarah was also commissioned to produce two videos. Despite not usually taking on commissioned work, she was offered “such amazing and inspiring projects that it was impossible not to accept them.” The two videos are for a project that promotes reading aloud to children in Syrian refugee camps in Jordan. “I really hope these videos help. That would be the biggest gift,” she said, referring to the crisis of refugees fleeing Syria in record numbers.

An image from Beach Flags.

An image from Beach Flags.

An image from Beach Flags.

An image from Beach Flags.

I asked Sarah what advice she would give to girls and young women interested in pursuing filmmaking, and her response reflects the themes in her work: “Believe in yourselves and never let anyone make you feel unworthy. Becoming a filmmaker is not just about learning the techniques of filmmaking; a good filmmaker is someone who knows exactly what they want and what they believe in, and most of all someone who doesn’t surrender to anything less than their expectations of themselves and their team.”

Note: While we wait for Sarah’s next project to come to the screen, you can see the trailer to Beach Flags here, and then see her short film in its entirety at LUNAFEST East Bay’s March 19th screening, 7:30pm, at El Cerrito High School’s Performing Arts Theater, 540 Ashbury Avenue, El Cerrito, CA.

Footnotes (courtesy of Wikipedia):
Footnote 1: Stop-motion animation is a technique that physically manipulates an object that appears to move on its own. The object is moved in small increments between individually photographed frames, creating the illusion of movement when the series of frames is played as a continuous sequence.

Footnote 2: Cutout animation is a technique for producing stop-animations by using flat characters, props and backgrounds cut from materials such as paper, card, stiff fabric, or even photographs.